feeling blue.

i have lots of work to do and can't do it for some reason. it's mostly work for my school and usually i like doing that stuff, but lately i don't want to. i feel a little sad this weekend and i don't really know why. if i could turn into a color it would be blue and that would show people how i am feeling. the weather is still cold and windy out, so i don't want to go out and play. school stuff isn't very interesting lately and i don't want to do that either. i just know that the end of school is very close and if i don't do my work i will be really sorry. i really want to keep my good grades and there's one stupid teacher who has made me feel sort of bad about some work that i did. i know i shouldn't let one teacher make me feel bad, but it made me real surprised that she didn't like my work. i have to do more work for her and what if she doesn't like that either? so while i'm feeling yucky i'm just trying to think about all the stuff that makes me happy like isaac and roxy and my super good friends and my family who loves me a lot and that i'm lucky. i keep thinking real hard about how lucky i am and i keep thanking G-d for so much good around me.