i can't even believe it.

i have a boyfriend. i have a boyfriend who likes me a real lot and tells me so. and even when he doesn't tell me so, i know because of how he treats me and talks to me. i need a whole lot of attention and it seems like it's easy for him to do that and i need to be able to tell someone lots of things and it seems easy for him to hear them. you know what he said to me? he said: "i like little steph. she's impatient and wants everything right now and i like her." my heart almost exploded when he said this because i know he really sees a lot of things about me that other boys don't and he likes it. i think right now we are a perfect match and he's just what i asked G-d for. i asked for someone i can trust, laugh with, feel like myself, have things in common with, like to do stuff with and wants to be loved.
G-d is so generous when you can tell him exactly what you need to be happy...and also when you start to figure out how generous he is everyday. i've been thinking about that stuff a lot. the more i thank G-d for my genuine friends and my family that loves me the more it happens. i guess i'm just real thankful and it feels good to think about it all the time.

i'm very excited for a special nite tonite. my friend has a new store that is opening and it's a big celebration! my boyfriend is coming to the celebration and he and my friend get to meet which is super important to me. also, my friend took lots of pictures of me in the beautiful clothes she makes and put them all over the store! can you believe that? i kinda feel like a star or something...but i didn't even try to do this. it just happened. i feel super special about it and can't wait to go to the celebration tonite! yipeeeeee!