I don't know why i feel so lazy, but i do. i don't wanna do anything. i don't wanna study, or run or even go to school. maybe it's the weather. there's a lot of clouds in the sky today and yesterday. no sun smiling at me. this lazy feeling has been happening for a couple of days and i wish it would go away. when i don't do stuff i start feeling real bad about myself.
my boyfriend did some real nice stuff for me. he wanted to have my birthday nite a little early so he made me dinner and gave me some really special stuff. wanna know what? i'll give you a hint: 
okay, it was a big hint, but i wanted grover to have a picture up. i got a new huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge grover!! he's huge! he hid him under a blanket and i got scared that someone was under there...that's how big he is! i also got a tshirt w/supergrover on it. i'm real lucky to have a boyfriend who is so thoughtful. now i just have to figure out where he is gonna go in my room! if i wasn't so lazy right now, i could probably do that, but i really just want to get into bed w/my puppy right now and not think about anything. how can i do it w/o feeling bad about me?
okay, it was a big hint, but i wanted grover to have a picture up. i got a new huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge grover!! he's huge! he hid him under a blanket and i got scared that someone was under there...that's how big he is! i also got a tshirt w/supergrover on it. i'm real lucky to have a boyfriend who is so thoughtful. now i just have to figure out where he is gonna go in my room! if i wasn't so lazy right now, i could probably do that, but i really just want to get into bed w/my puppy right now and not think about anything. how can i do it w/o feeling bad about me?
2 comments:
i love lazy days.... mostly cuz they never come...but the weather has been yucky and did leave me a bit on the blue side which is different from a lazy day. happy almost b-day.
OMG!! I can't believe how fabulous YOUR BOYFRIEND is!!!!! What wonderful gifts!! YAY! YOU DESERVE IT!!
And you can stop being so hard on yourself about feeling lazy. Just be lazy for a little while. Let it run its course. If you stop fighting it, maybe it will run its course sooner. Y'know, like a bad cold; the more you try to act normal and healthy, the longer it lasts. But if you just lay low and simply maintain, then you get better faster.
(Wow. does that make sense?)
Anyways, PB, thanks for sending this entry directly to me.
Y'know what I thought about tonight? I thought, "2 months probably seemed like a really good idea at the time, but now that she's got this wonderful boyfriend, she's probably thinks 2 months is too long!"
Miss you! Can't wait to see you!!
-b
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