happy

i'm smiling a lot these days. i guess i have a lot to be happy about. i'm lucky because things are going really great in my life right now. i've been making time for some important stuff. i haven't been in school this week so i get to have time for seeing friends, reading stuff that makes me happy and playing with my dog. i've been running and talking on the phone a lot to my friends that are far away and i still need so much. what's even better? the sun came out to play too this week! springtime in ny is sort of like a dream. the sky is the bluest blue, the cherry blossoms are so pink and there are tulips popping up everywhere!!!! i get so happy putting on skirts and tank tops and sandals and walking around from place to place in this city that i love. i get so happy also because i realize more everyday how lucky i am. my friends are so great. i've been thinking so much about it lately and the more i think about it, the more great things happen. i know it all has to do w/that secret i learned and that makes me happy too.

oh, one more thing that has me smiling a lot. i'm still playing with that boy...even more now! i can tell he really likes me and i know i really like him! he is super sweet and he's real honest and tries real hard at the stuff that isn't easy. just like i always try to do and it makes me feel good to meet someone new that can be scared of new stuff but try it out anyways. he makes me smile for a lot of reasons and i think that just might keep happening for longer than it usually happens for me. just a feeling...